Come fly among the clouds with me.

Its so rad.

It's so yeah.

Its so chill.

Friday, October 17

Just have a little faith.

Well, today was some day!
an average one actually.

had the usual yet boring lessons where we went through exams papers,
except for lit.
then afterschool stayed back cos we wanted to go to chris' house to swim but in the end,
Justin was caught by Mr Tan for not going to NCC so yeah,
had to wait.

just then, we played vball.
was getting more boring.
the guys arent putting in effort like last time when we were playing.

then some sec3 or 4s came over and played with me and darius.
my team was like not badddd.

then had drama.
vocal training.
boring as hell,
no wait, hells not boring.
its as boring as brocolli.

after that, walked home.

came down again at like 7+ cos after the guys swam,
they came to my house downstairs, yeah.
then just slacked around and talked about "stuff".

B/E i really dunno.

then when i came back,
read the book i borrowed from the library. its about self-confidence.
Even i need to have my confidence boosted.
mainly cos i should be like crushing on peeps (sounds f-ked up but thats the truth)
but im afraid that it wont work out,
even if it did, it wont last for a long time.

): haish, thinking about it makes me soooooooo sianxdcszcxz.

we gotta learn from our mistakes and never commit them again.
and through that book, i found out i was a "self-sabotager".
thats becos, after a relationship ends, i put alot of stress on myself like e.g. im not attractive enough. there's a bunch of reasons inside, but i cant really rmb now. STM!

oh! and at the library, i sawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww BRIDGET!
Lols, i feel like some kinda playboy.
after getting rejected, i go for another.
pathetic me.

i guess im just looking for some LOVE.

Yay, dad bought beer and left it in the fridge.
guess i go have a small "sip" later.
OH! and the smoking part was fake.
i was never gonna smoke, yeah..
destroys my life only.

but it should sorta help me release certain 'problems' and 'stress'.

but NO means no.
so im not smoking! (:

im feeling thirsty,
maybe i'll go get IT now.
byeeeeeee peeeeeps!

BEER~

Gordon at 9:26:00 PM