Come fly among the clouds with me.

Its so rad.

It's so yeah.

Its so chill.

Saturday, November 1

How do i cope with this bitter-angryness? slash..

Fuck!

one word that can describe my day.
or even days.

its been fuxing boring, nobodies going out or whatever, i got into a sucky class, got into arguements with my family members, shit i'm pissed !

okay! beggining with the "nobody going out part",
yeah alright, so the day after the last day of school we were still like feeling close and stuff, so we all were able to go out. but now, hardly anyone wants to go out.
besides eric who wanted to ask me to go watch a movie. lols.
whatever, i hope we'll all hang out soon sometime.

now ! the part that sorta frustrated me alot.
STREAMING RESULTS !

god ! i fuxing hate it !
got into course 4. which was like the worst.
i'd rather get into NA than that cos i still have more friends in NA than that class.
but enough said, its not really THAT bad is it ?
i've been asking people if A-maths was important cos that's the only course with NO A-maths, i repeat, NO A-MATHS !
will I be able to get into poly with NO A-MATHS ?
but, i think you dont really need it to get to poly, i lay my entire life's hope on this belief.
and i rest my case. A-maths is'nt needed for entry into poly. i hope...

ARGH ! im too pissed to talk about the last and most PISSING OFF thing that happend.
just gonna leave something here for the sake of leaving it here.

So what if you told us to get ready? you were fucking late.
so what if i ran away once i got out of the car? i was already too angry to think of anything. yknow, if i didnt ran away, i swear that i was THIS close to opening the car door and jumping out into the highway and ending my life !
So what if mom nags? i coped with it, don't tell me you can't?

Not that i am siding you or her.
Im not picking any favourites here, YOU have your fair share of faults and SHE has her own !

:@ !!!!!!!!!!!!

gosh , i need something entertaining to cheer me up !
the simpsons ! (:
that takes off a lot of stress.

goodnight everyone !

Gordon at 11:21:00 PM