Come fly among the clouds with me.

Its so rad.

It's so yeah.

Its so chill.

Friday, November 7

maybe i should just fucking stop this bullshit.

sigh..

nothing really works out for me.
NONE OF IT !

i just wanna bottle up all the hatred i feel and just toss it into the ocean and let it sail to god-knows-where.

maybe christopher was correct,
cannot already.

and so, i'll stand by what i believe,
FUCK RELATIONSHIPS!

til then, i'll be blasting my head off with METAL to put out the fire i feel.
i'll be on my bed, sleeplessly wondering how i keep failing in this.

maybe the next time anyone sees me,
i'll be having bloodshed eyes from sleepless nights.

i dont wanna care what ever advice i get.
i dont wanna care what anyone thinks about me.
i dont wanna care about anything anymore.

"i think the devil's calling me back for his plans for us."

Gordon at 11:30:00 PM