Come fly among the clouds with me.

Its so rad.

It's so yeah.

Its so chill.

Sunday, November 9

reading in between the lines.. or letters.. there's more to this post than meets the eye.

i'm starting to miss her a little.

this blog's empty.. nothing much and no readers.

this week i've been looking at the negative points in life.
emo-ing at night and pretending to be normal during the day.

i feel tired of living..

the holidays arent really that much fun as i had expected.
there's so many things i wished for and am wishing for to come.

this holiday ...
its a gateway to the other side of me.
i've never seen myself as such a cheapskate, desperate whore feeding on the nails of attention, vanity and love.

if i could use a word to describe me,
let thy word be rapscallion.

For now, all i demand for myself is to purge this dissatisfaction of my persistent will to seize any feminine partner and make it my one true love, and to look forth to a brighter and more desirable and surpassing life that does not dwell in the shamefullness of his own unsuccessfulness due to his lack of contemporary consistency which is more relatively due to the fact that which the author of this passage with superior and splendid grammar usage believes he has failed in marking the most fundamental, crucial and valuable points in life which maps the way to a preferable, extended and more jubilant life which was already formulated naturally when you were still a tiny foetus in the depths of your mother's vaginal chamber. Happiness.

(The grammatical usage in the above passage can already describe to you in the most extravagant of details of how well we can all use this communication tool and language, english)

well, all the things i typed up there were'nt really bullshit.
it means something to me.

and it should mean something to anyone else that has experienced or am experiencing it.

as i've just stated and am going to state again.
this past week, i strongly feel that there's not much of a point to live on.
besides the fact that my virginity should be lost first before i move on. lols.

living/staying alive is one of the worst ways to pass time.

and i'm not ready to face up to reality because everything's just gonna screw itself up somehow.
and it wont be the way i planned it.

Gordon at 12:11:00 AM