anyways, rehearsed scripts with Jean and Loysious today.

Me as Hamlet,

Jean as Gertrude (Mom)

Aloy as Cladius (Stepdad/Hamlet's Uncle/Hamlet's Father's Brother)

so, we were like trying to memorise a bit of the script to at least like have a headstart.

it was like superr not bad, til H.M. came into audi. 

i was like quite excited cos like H.M. was shouting my name then i was like "waa, how come its H.M. again ?"

then like they came in to look for their friends luh.

then we just went on memorising our lines, til Cleon told me to make my first move.

Jeremiah was like already playing with H.M. luh !

like touch H.M. and disturb H.M.

damnnnnn angry and jealous !

until Cleon used to phone to tell me what to do, i saw some messages between him and someone. Not bad ^^

I think i know who in the class has melted his heart.

Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, its a fucking SeCReT ! ;D

anyways, fuck luh can.

when H.M. went home alr, like just say one "bye." and then go home alr.

like doesnt H.M. feel anything ?

would some stranger/guy you met get you candy when you wanted it ?

like fuck no right ? 

unless there are like special reasons, which in that case, i'm not elaborating.

But friends, some of you know whats going on eh ? {:

why do i always end up sinking in the deepest and more depressive shithole ?

its as if, i'm being punished for breaking a heart and so all the things i just found out will come slapping me in the face.

i'm so not ready for what i've just found out -.-------

i was just sitting at the auditorium, on the 3rd row of the back seats.

Sadden by what H.M. said.

one crappy "bye".

oh how i wish you knew.

well anyways, i dont wanna rush back into this shit again.

i've got hell loads of lines to memorise, homework to be done and stuff to complete.

why should i be drowning in sadness all because of a shitty "bye".

they arent thattttt mature anyways, they're only sec1s.

what can you expect from a sec1 in terms of relationships ?

nothing much.

fuck, i better start memorising my lines !

i've already got the big line at the beginning of the play and one more towards the middle.

i've managed to remember the first half of my first big line {:

that's some progress ^^

tatas !