Friday, May 22

So much like meaning when xingjie says, "Stand by what you believe in, just wait because time will tell." But sadly ... it wont. Bused with Xingjie, Jeanette and pm yesterday night to the play of Midsummer's Night Dream. And it was at S.R.T. god do i miss that place ! HAHA. Apparently, drama watched Pride and Prejudice there too. Coolioxz. But we sat downstairs which was much more comfy. Hehs. I didnt really get the whole idea of the story, but zen told me he asked kimberly and she said "It tells about how magic can never seperate love." 8D "Whoa" eh ? That's what I call true love. Nothing gets to destroy it. Because it never does and never will. Paraded around the area after it ended. Went to 7-11 and there was a 7-11 "incident". I dont wanna elaborate. Then the guys catched a train home. And slept like dogs. 8)

This morning, we received free foodstuff! YAY. But it was just a bottle of yoghurt drink and Muffins-.- Not bad an effort to reward us, but it was so random. And i took 2 bottles ! 8D Then recess a few of us wrongly ate Laksa, and that gave us stomachaches. Then afterschool, stayed back and discussed about drama camp again and then went home with zhongyik. We talked about stuff, from things to the song he played and to things about working and other things. ): And now i really do wonder, if i should stand by what i believe in because there really is no point. I wanna give up so bad, but if i do, i'd label myself as gordon the wuss. Gives up easily cos he cant get what he wants.. sobz.

And to make it worse, some ACS indian students were like knocking on the door asking for old newspapers to recycle. Like i'd fucking give it to them. Hongganz uh! I think this can't go on anymore. I think it's really better if i just gave up cos i know so well never will it happen and if and i mean if there was a chance we'd be together and it somehow ends, both hearts would get hurt. ): Well, let me ponder about what i should do over my bowl of Agar-Agar. Maybe i'll post later in the evening too. And god is my agar-agar sweet ! 8D Best way to cheer me up. But for today, let's talk about L.O.V.E.

Love

From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Love is any of a number of emotions and experiences related to a sense of strong affection^[1] andattachment. The word love can refer to a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes, ranging from generic pleasure ("I loved that meal") to intense interpersonal attraction ("I love my boyfriend"). This diversity of uses and meanings, combined with the complexity of the feelings involved, makes love unusually difficult to consistently define, even compared to other emotional states.

As an abstract concept, love usually refers to a deep, ineffable feeling of tenderly caring for another person. Even this limited conception of love, however, encompasses a wealth of different feelings, from the passionate desire and intimacy of romantic love to the nonsexual emotional closeness of familial andplatonic love^[2] to the profound oneness or devotion of religious love.^[3] Love in its various forms acts as a major facilitator of interpersonal relationships and, owing to its central psychological importance, is one of the most common themes in the creative arts.

Yepp, and that's love i dont think i'll be experiencing anytime soon. ):

Off to my bowl of agar-agar ! 8D

ciaoz ~

And so everyone says.

You're going for what you want.

So does it go for you.

Decisive and decided you are.

There'll be nothing i can do to change your concrete heart.

Not a song, not by trying to talk to you.

I still wont get the other side of you to love me.

Depression.

Even if you do, it wont guarantee anything.

You'd still go for him,

So yes,

Just go and leave me to be.

Melancholy.

Gordon at 3:04:00 PM