Wednesday, July 1

Unanswered ; Suicide Silence

Granny came back from Canada today. It's been like quite a long time. Like half a year til one year ago since she left. School was okay today. Fucking homeworks and literature project. Fuck homework ! Anyways, i wonder if you're able to commit suicide by just imagining your own death. I've been trying it to see if it works, but if it does then bye shall i say to you beforehand. I tried to do research on such stuff but i can't find it. ): I only learned a new word, and it's sorta cool. Pseudocide. It means to fake one's own death and it's usually done by fake drownings. And i dont wanna drown when or if i die. It's like the most tradgic one. Cos like before you die, you know you can escape it by swimming and so water enters the lungs and chokes you, you feel the weight dragging your lungs down. And with that lack of oxygen, you die. Stupid but sad right ? But like, i really wanna find out if you're able to commit suicide by just imagining deeply that you died. Cos the human brain like uses only 5% of the total capacity. And if we're able to use more of it, who knows what we could accomplish. Maybe if our minds are like pushed somemore, we might have superpowers. But we'll leave that to the future for evolution to slowly mould us and turn us into superhumans of the future. Maybe even by that time, animals would've evolved and become like us. So, there's nothing much to fear. They understand us, we understand them. But we're still stronger. So we're still taking the lead in this game of evolution. Oh, and i learnt a new word. Words that end with a -cide like suicide, homicide, insecticide refers to the killing of something. And the word Vivicide refers to the wiping out of any type of lifeforms regardless of quantity and how it is executed. So that's like supercool. Oh and when some people die, they get something called a death erection. Normally occuring in males. It's like when you die and your penis erects. Sickly cool eh ? Well, i enjoy it all. I think i'm starting to get a little homicidal. BEWARE ! ';...;'

Gordon at 6:48:00 PM