The sadness does never end. I wept. Today. Too fucking sad. Not even the 'hug' would've cheered me up. For the 5 out of the 8, I'm worried and distressed for them, not myself(If you thought I was). It's either retain, drop or promote. And they were people who meant something to me. People whom I've known for a long time, even 5 years. And now, to see them in this state. There's nothing but regret, I should've just forced them to study or something. Instead of playing catching. If they had attended the SSS, maybe they could've gotten more marks. "They brought it upon themselves". As quoted from "anonymous". Maybe, but not all of them. If the one receiving the letter was me, I'd probably would've felt twice less affected. I just hate the sight of them not achieving what I have. Like what Sheena said, "You start as a class you finish as a class." But it doesn't look like it may turn out that way. Back at home, wept still. Just for awhile. Then I thought to myself. "It has already happened, no amount of tears or sadness would change that fact." Calmed myself down, and now I'm feeling neutral again. Maybe retaining or dropping could help them? I would rather retain or drop too given my scores. I doubt I'd be able to cope next year. So, I shall end here. Ciao.

Bring Me The Horizon - The sadness will never end