"You've got your whole life to do these things." Argh. So stupid of me to even think. You know, that friendship we shared, being gbestfriends. I was never feeling g. In my point of view, I feel like i'm being used, and that's torture to an already wounded heart. I'm just so fragile and gullible. I'm always prone to attraction in its own deceitful ways. Then end up with a tinge of despair that grows uncontrollably, during my isolated and lonely weekends. And finally, the night before school starts again, I'll recover from my fall. It's like a painful process that never seems to stop. And I do want it to stop. I'll leave this song for you to sympathize with me. It's Losing It by Nevershoutnever.